#rant overrrr

[askivv]

still think that the craziest hate cphil got was ppl thinking "people over items" was bs and something only an immortal would think which is why he needs to try and understand how mortals work better instead of being an asshole and all that

like. what was that, bc it still haunts me in my nightmares. that is a basic human belief i feel like, idk

this is why i always dreaded the ctommy and cphil interactions bc he would always get shit for them no matter what he said lmao

same goes for ctechno tbf, ppl still think he got that "you were using me" belief from nowhere and made himself a victim (when in truth ctommy literally had a whole plan to get him to fight for new lmanburg against cdream and then told techno about it. lol)

[wienners]

why is the entire challenger's tag just x reader shit bitch those tennis players are only fucking EACH OTHER‼️‼️‼️POV youre fucking Art but hes saying Patrick instead of y/n when he cums and he cries. POV youre patrick zweigs girlfriend but he will not fucking stop talking about his college ex girlfriend that he never got over. POV youre trying to fuck tashi duncan but she literally can not even make out with you if shes not grinding on the hilt of arts tennis racket like its a strap.

[icarusbetide]

One of my favorite things is history of medicine because it reminds me that everything in the world is connected, if that makes sense? The medical practices and case studies of the time are going to reflect the science (duh), societal norms (especially having to do with race and gender), even political climate + economy.

Think of Philadelphia's yellow fever breakout in 1793: yes we get to see weird outdated techniques that probably did more harm than good, but there's so much more. There were the politicians reacting to it, officially as leaders and not. Jefferson thought disease might discourage urban life and promote agrarian culture. Hamilton got into beef (predictable) because he disapproved with Benjamin Rush (the leading doctor)'s treatment plan, who also happened to be politically opposed to him as a Dem-Republican. How the Contagionists aligned more with Federalists. It even sparked debate on the cause of the disease, on whether it was the French refugees who had brought it to America. Also the fact that black Philadelphians were vital to the response because it was thought that they were immune? The fascinating layers to that?

Anyways here's my daily reminder that if anyone says they don't like history, they probably haven't found their niche yet: and even in that niche, you're exposed to so much juicy information because nothing happens in a bubble, I love it.

[bonivers]

monday AGAIN tomorrow 😐

[bellamysgriffin]

HACKS NATION HOW ARE WE DOING!!!!

[rezzyshiftin]

Just saw some mad demotivating tweet about shifting. Fml idk how they always find me

[findmeinforks]

The Incident - Paul Lahote x Fem!Reader

A little one shot that I just couldn't stop writing. A good angst to fluff (btw my fics will never be all angst, im too soft). Also do not fear, Im working on a Sam fic and part 3 to not letting you go. But you let ME know what you think of this one ❤️ 2K words

"My SISTER, Paul. She's my fucking SISTER!" you yelled, voice hoarse as your throat cracked.

"I could give a SHIT LESS WHAT SHE IS. YOU'RE. NOT. GOING." He screamed, jaw taut as he tried his best to subside the tremors that were threatening to take over his body.

You ignored the teeth he bared, shaking your head and scoffing.

"Aren't you tired of this?! I'm going over there. I HAVE to know she's safe."

"YOU SERIOUSLY THINK I'LL JUST SIT BY AND WATCH MY IMPRINT GO TO A PLACE WHERE I CAN'T PROTECT HER? WHAT ABOUT ME KNOWING THAT YOU'RE SAFE?? HUH?? YOU'RE SICK IF YOU THINK I WOULD BE OKAY WITH THIS!"

"Sick?!? SICK?!? LETS TALK ABOUT HOW 'SICK' IT IS THAT YOU WOULD WANT TO KILL HER AND THE BABY. THATS MY FAMILY PAUL!"

"AND WERE NOT?"

It had been like this for a week straight. Ever since the pack stormed through the door announcing their mission to kill Bella and the unborn child within her.

You felt as though your two families had been pinned against each other. Head spinning at the idea of there being a 'choice' between your sister and imprint.

On one hand you were desperate to make sure she was alright, but also exhausted at the never ending battle with your boyfriend.

Sure you had talked to Bella over the phone, but you didn't buy into the lies like your father had. Even though you knew significantly more than he did, she still attempted to downplay the situation. She had done this numerous times since getting thrown into the vampire world, but she could only keep you in the dark for so long before you unraveled the truth.

You had to see her. Even if it was the last time. By fate, or at the hands of the pack. You had to be there for her, as she would you.

Leaving your imprint though? Was at task challenging at best. On at least four different occasions you fought with Paul for so long that Emily and Sam had to intervene, prying you two apart at the pleads of other pack members.

Emily would console you while you ranted and Sam would make Paul run off his anger in the woods. When you faced him again, it turned into a rerun of the same argument. Nobody in the house had gotten sleep, and the things were progressively getting worse.

Quil came through the door, widening his eyes.

"Just a heads up everyone, a little comedic relief does not go over well. I saw my life flash before Paul's eyes." He huffed before sitting down.

"When is this going to be overrrr?" Embry whined. He shoved his head in his hands on the kitchen table while you and Paul went at it in the front yard.

Emily sighed.

"Unfortunately sooner than you think....Y/N packed her suitcase this morning." She said quietly.

"You're not really going to let her go over there are you?!?" Kim stood up, looking at both Emily and Sam.

"If you would like to stop her, please, be my guest." Sam motioned his hand to outside, where you and Paul could be seen through the window. You were throwing your arms up and pointing fingers at him, while his voice boomed loudly, towering his large frame over yours.

Kim winced.

You had always been the calm to Paul's raging storm. 'Made him all soft' as the guys would tease. None of them had actually seen you two disagree with each other. In the mind link they saw glimpses of minor arguments, most of the time being reconciled in the sheets..

Paul eventually got an order by Sam to think about something else while on patrol. 'Literally, anything else'.

"She's not going anywhere. I can count on my hand how many times they've been apart since he imprinted. They'll work it out eventually." Jared said as he pulled Kim on his lap, taking a hunk out of his apple.

Kim didn't share a look that she believed him, worriedly looking out to where you stood.

A few moments passed when her body stiffened and she gasped, making Jared look where she was.

"SHIT! SHIT!" He said, throwing Kim off his lap.

Sam turned to look out the window in time to see Paul phase, his sharp claw making contact with your skin. Your blood curdling scream instantly had everyone else off their seats, nearly knocking each other over to race outside.

You laid on the ground as your body wracked with sobs, clutching your side. Blood gushed through your hand as you started to panic, scrambling to stand. The large silver wolf only stood for a few moments before Paul shifted back, completely horrified as he frantically tried to reach you.

He felt his heart nearly rip out of his chest as you backpedaled into Emily, who was helping to hold you upright.

"NO! NO! GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME! IM DONE!" You cried.

Sam stood in the middle of the two of you.

Paul could feel his chest caving in, hand out, speaking more gently than he had at all in the past week.

"B-baby. Please. Please, I'm- I'm so sorry baby. Please let me just see-"

"NO! I'm done. I'm done. I'm leaving. I'm done." You repeated like a mantra, limping to the car.

"Y/N you cannot drive like this..." Emily attempted to say as she stepped in from behind you. She could see your anxiety was heightened, and afraid to set you off further.

"I have to go," you choked, on the verge of tears as you tried to open the drivers side. You had yet to even notice the gash in your side, adrenaline pumping wildly through your body.

Paul made his way around Sam, grabbing your other arm that was holding the door.

"You are crazy if you think I'm letting you leave like this. Please come-"

You yanked your arm from his grasp.

"Don't. Let me go!" You said coldly.

Paul froze. He couldn't move. You never spoke to him like this. Even in the numerous fights you two had this week.

Every single instinct in his body needed to help you. He knew you were downplaying your injuries. He knew he just royally fucked everything up. But the absolute last thing you could do was walk into a house full of vampires dripping in blood. Fucking doctor or not.

"Come inside and let me take a look at you, okay? Please." Emily said to coax you, frantically looking at your wound.

This made Sam follow her gaze, looking down to see the blood pouring from your side hadn't stopped, and you were growing paler by the minute.

"Y/N....you're going to stay here and I'll call Sue." He said in an authoritative voice, leaving no room to argue as he turned to start dialing the number.

You almost argued. You almost fought both of them on the subject. Your stubbornness almost won.

But you felt an immense pain. So strong you don't know how the hell you didn't notice it when you stood up.

That couldn't be good.

"....Y/N?" Paul said, barely above a whisper. Tears were now silently streaming down his face as he held both hands out slightly. Not close enough to touch you but to be prepared in case you fell.

You could feel yourself start to float in and out of consciousness. You tried to ground yourself by focusing on something. You looked at his hands that were outstretched.

Those hands that you held on your first date. The hands that hover your back anywhere you go. The hands that lift you up from the couch on movie nights to bring you to bed. The hands that move in just the right way when making love to you. The hands that were now shaking, not out of anger, but fear. You loved those hands.

"Y/N? Baby?" Paul said louder, more urgently as he could see you fading.

You watched him get blurry as the world started to spin.

"Paul," you murmured, before fading into darkness. The last thing you remember were the hands that caught you before you hit the ground.

"Y/N!!!" Paul screamed as he caught your body falling into him.

Sam ran back, telling him Sue was just up the street. He instructed Paul to carry you inside and onto the bed. The pack dispersed, each trying to find something to help you such as towels, an emergency kit and pillows.

Paul held you close as he lay you down, while repeatedly whispering in your ear.

"I'm so sorry baby. I'm so-so sorry. I cant lose you. Youre everything to me. I'll never yell at you again. I swear on my life. You can do whatever you want. I'll do whatever you want. Please, I love you." Paul pressed kisses to your hairline when Sue and her nurse friend entered.

Jared reluctantly came in behind them to lead Paul out of the room as they worked.

"Come on man, she'll wake up soon I promise."

After he was guided out, Paul slid down to sit on the other side of the door, refusing to move. Jared didn't push it, leaning down to sit next to him.

"Sue's seen this kind of stuff before. Just needs stitching up and stuff," Jared reassured as he put his hand on Paul's shoulder.

"It's not the injuries I'm worried about. So much as what she'll think of me when she wakes up. I....I fucked this one up, Jare."

"If Emily can forgive Sam, I think Y/N will forgive you. She's crazy about your ass."

Paul just nodded, praying he was right.

~

Your eyes fluttered open slowly as you woke. You looked around to see that you had been bandaged up along your left side, an IV attached to your arm sat close by. You attempted to sit up, whining when the pain wouldn't allow it. Within a few minutes Emily entered, her face showing relief.

"You're up! How are you feeling?" She checked the IV before sitting on the edge of the bed, careful of your body.

"Sore...where's, where's Paul?" Your heart ached as you started to replay what happened. There was no doubt in your mind what happened was an accident. You had seen the signs he always warned you about, and chose to ignore them in the heat of the argument. Not only that, but the look on his face when you had refused him was too much to bare.

Emily smiled, not expecting you to want to see him so soon.

"He's just outside the door. Hasn't moved. He didn't know if you'd want to see him..."

"I need to talk to him."

It hadn't even been a few seconds when Paul stood at the door. He looked more out of shape than you did. The disheveled hair and dark circles under his eyes told you he hadn't slept in days.

"I'll give you two some space. Just holler if you need anything," Emily spoke as she stood up, making her way around him and down the stairs.

Paul remained where he stood,

"If you don't want to be with me I understand. I have no words for my actions other than I am so...." he cleared his throat, trying not to cry. "So incredibly sorry I put you through this. I put you in danger when I was trying to keep you out of it. You don't have to stay I-"

"Paul please just kiss me." You interrupted, not wanting to hear the rest as you already made up your mind in forgiving him.

He stood for just a moment longer, trying to comprehend if he heard you correctly. It was when you weakly opened your arms for him that he wasted no time in rushing over to you, cupping your face and gently yet passionately kissed you with everything he had. Tears flowed his cheeks at the relief that you still wanted him. Even after everything he had put you through.

You two pulled back for air after a moment, and you ran your hand through his hair.

"I forgive you, okay? I can't imagine my life without you."

He let out a breath, smiling for the first time in weeks.

"It will never happen again. I swear on my fucking life baby." He caressed your hair, neck, landing his palm on your heart.

You two sat like that for awhile. Almost scared to leave each other's presence. You two talked for hours on the bed. Paul had confessed that the night before, while you were sleeping, the pack had fought with the Cullens. You learned that Paul refused to go, not wanting to leave your side. You were grateful to hear that Sam didn't push on him being there, knowing you were all that mattered to him, and he'd refuse him if he had too. Even if it went against his every instinct as a wolf. Turns out that Jacob had imprinted on your niece, and Bella had survived, now as a vampire.

You weren't particularly thrilled your sister was now a bloodsucker, but as long as she was alive, you were happy.

Paul eventually made his way to the other side of the bed, kissing every exposed inch of you, whispering all the things he loved about you in your ear until you fell asleep.

When your heartbeat slowed down and he was sure you were out, he reached down and felt the velvet box in his pocket. No doubt in his mind about the future you both held.

[sleupracceupies]

UHM HI I'M SO SORRY TO JUMPSCARE YOU LIKE THIS BUT YOUR SUNBURN WTE POST ???? I'M OBSESSED I EVEN REBLOGGED IT 😭the way the song fits is actually insane like uh can l uhm . rant ...

"the sun is burning with a black smoke" SUNnNY ???? ITS TOTALLY "the sun shined brighter when she was here" VIBIES !? GAHHH THAT MY SON !! HE DONT DESERVE THIS GUYS 😩

"feels like the dust is part of me" GRIEF ABSORBING THEM BOTH ... my babies 🥲

AND uhm 😓 "when the sunburn hurts the sky is already dark waiting for tomorrow" ! ! ! sunny and aubrey both so broken they can't even have a good relationship , the "waiting for tomorrow" line just makes it EVEN WORSE CUZ THEYrE WAITING FOR THE PAIN TO BE OVERRRR 😭😭

anyway hahhhh. thank yew ... 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

yooo this is so sweet thanks man?! i didnt even think it thru that far :,D ty youre awesome ‼️‼️

[kai-atlantis]

I think Im gonna make a YT AF/Holly video/rant/analysis/historical musical theatre problematic racial issues and context yap session video on this shit because nobody has done it and IM FUCKING OVERRRR ITTTTT

anyway hoping this is a test like screenplay draft readings and not the real official cast because

FUCK. OFF.

Also, to the person who said the actors are not responsible for the roles in which they are cast - respectfully, as someone whos been a film and MT actor their whole life, you absolutely can refuse or not audition for roles that do not suit you. You CAN choose to not add to the problematic nature of the casting and you CAN refuse to accept the part. Morally, that'd be respectable. Now, no hate to her for accepting, but if final, she most certainly can say no to being the final actress pick.

Y'ALL THEY WHITEWASHED HOLLY AGAIN.

(NO HATE TO THE ACTRESS.)

[kissmyspaceace]

Honestly ghesties I'm sorry my writing currently takes so long, life just has a way of getting frickin busy sometimes I hate it

[plasmaphob]

I need to make a werewolf girlfriend for Mateo..

[yomiurinikei]

um um um iroha? just your thoughts on her backstory

!!!!!!!!

okay, iroha is so interesting because i know you said backstory but like. again genuine villain iroha would've been so cool

under the cut! tw: iroha + brief s-xual h-rassm-nt mention + well. its her backstory. abuse mention

i think with irohas backstory its like,,, fairly face value? i feel as though,, a lot of her characterization is more in response to the CoU, which. i feel as though perhaps her issues with self-preservation may come from her family life? canonically having siblings who were better than her in that which their parents cared about -> putting herself first and. yeah

when it comes to iroha it's so important to remember shes. actively malicious and hurtful without,,, getting triggered or otherwise reminded of her trauma. i'm not saying her actions aren't due to trauma (at least,, some of them. ptsd symptoms do not include sexually harassing others bc ur parents didn't like ur stick figures) but unlike other characters/the other CoU, she doesn't,, need to be pushed to hurt other people, she doesn't need to be put into a "me or them" situation, she's,,, she will willingly and immediately sacrifice other peoples needs for her own comfort!

which is why like. seeing her not be treated as poor sweet baby so clumsy so ">:'(" and seeing more of her. genuine capability to be malicious would be so interesting. i've talked some about like,, her getting executed and getting upset and outting like,, i think in that post i used emma as an example? emma as being a void or something in her panic-fueled rant, but like. yeah

iroha had a bad childhood, having. literally no option but to draw and draw until she got the hang of it while facing abuse for not naturally having that talent and passion, and,, she's one of the most self-centered characters in either of the games, who consistently shows that she will always prioritize herself with 0 regard for other people, in even the most low stake circumstances.

ignoring for a moment,, the reason i tend to kinda just ignore her; writing iroha as the person who wouldn't call 911 if u got stabbed because her phone is charging and "well im afraid of blood u want me to just talk abt u being stabb- YOU GOT BLOOD ALL OVERRRR ewwwwww wtfff,," is so engaging, especially because of her role within the game but,,, instead she just stayed completely passive which. was a waste of a character, to have someone willing to work so hard so she didn't have to lift a finger for others and do with her what was done narratively was just. :/

[harryfeatgaga]

I was on google searching for some Harry merch and some bogus ass article popped up saying that Harry was like basically a sex addict in the early years of 1d and and I usually don’t feed into shit like that cause I know they just want people to click their website but I just wanted to see who they said the sources were and it had “quotes” from Niall saying stuff about Harry sleeping with 2 to 3 girls a night like stfu! Obv they all slept with hella girls back then but to say that he was an addict and shit like that is too much... anyway just had to rant a little cause it pissed me off ...and I miss our boy ☹️ also I hope you feel better soon this Covid shit is getting to be too much!

BYEEEEE I hate that shit so much like these articles just be saying shit lmfao and I miss him so muchhhh and thank you :((( I agree I am OVERRRR ITTTTTT

[harrysbbby]

has anyone just felt off the past few days. like I am someone who’s always striving to be positive, you know, law of attraction dont want no bad vibrations getting in the way of my manifestations, but damn, I have just been in the worst mood for the past few days and idk why.

like my body is also physically sore, like my injuries are all flared up, but like I've also been kinda sick and im assuming most of it is stemming from the fact im just like so unhappy.

idk just like im at home alone all day everyday, and while ive got amazing friends they're all so busy so I just kinda dont interact with anyone for hours on end.

and another thing whichever been mulling over which probably isn't helping, and is something ive struggled with for a while is that im never anyone’s first choice. like all my friends have other friends, all the guys I was speaking to over the course have just ghosted me so I dont even have any of them to speak to. and I was meant to move overseas this month but like im stuck at home, with not much to do and like my goal is now just as far away as it was this time last year.

idk if any of this is making sense, I guess im just feeling a little lost and unloved and sad. anyway ✨rant overrrr✨ im sorry to have blocked up your feeds lmao just ignore me and my feelings

[wykart]

Spoilers for Orphan 55

just watched it :) I quite liked it actually, after the big bombastic drama of spyfall it's good to get back to the good old monster of the week. I didn't like it as much as ‘it takes you away’ (Ed Hime’s series 11 episode), but still very good. The whole concept was interesting (even if the message was a bit obvious, it's still a very important one so :)) The dregs were pretty spooky, especially after finding out what they used to be :0 Some of the plot didn’t make much sense to me – like why the Doctor would make them all go after Benni when it was so much safer for them to stay at the spa, and how Cain survived, but oh well. I liked that the companions were split up to do their own thing. Graham being with Nevy and Silas was nice because of the father/son dynamic (the mechanic thing as well, since Ryan wants to be one). Giving Ryan a love interest (even a problematique one) was interesting. I loved the bit on the truck where the Doctor sits between them like ‘ooh what are we talking about’ either she’s very clueless or doesn’t want anyone talking to her son. Graham was hilarious, so many amazing moments, perfectionnn.

I also liked that, although it wasn't full of angst, there was plenty of little things that play into the larger story. like the fam saying the doctors in a mood and her being all cold like 'no im not.' Yaz looking after that old lady (forgot her name lol) and then being so horrified when she dies, saying they should have saved her. then they find out it's earth (gasp) which just adds even more horror for the whole fam (because before their adventures were just having fun across time and space, but this is their home destroyed, their species mutated :0 and there’s the fact that the Doctor tries so hard to hide the truth from them... and I’m pretty sure the Doctor was lying about when she found out what Orphan 55 was, seeing as she seemed familiar with it from the beginning, and Yaz’s look tells us she knows she’s lying too. That’s rule one, babes, the Doctor lies, and I imagine it’s going to come back to bite her very soon. So far, all these adventures have been very traumatising for the fam, and I think they’re going to start seeing another side to the Doctor...

The Doctor being so reckless in this ep is very On Brand. Wondering around when her oxygen's out, telepathically linking with the dreg (also the parallels of both earth and gallifrey being reduced to a wasteland) and then getting throttled (again), drawing the creature away from Silas like 'come at me bro. ' and that bit at the start when she’s like ‘oh ok then fam, guess I’m just going to go by myself then :(’ ALSO, Graham freaking out when they think Ryan's dead is a big red flag for me, because I've been suspecting for a while that Ryan might be the companion they kill off (I’m sorry, I know, I know), because that would lead to Graham leaving as well (and imagine the angst, especially if he's trying to get the Doc to go back and save him but ahhh that's my own angst headcanon) Yaz would then be faced with a difficult choice :0 but yeah, ep was good, I liked the side characters, the concept, and the little character things sprinkled throughout. rant overrrr

[astraeadreams-blog]

Diary entry 3 that isnt really a diary entry just my thoughts on the SU movie

hi~ its been awhile! 

had a crappy day and my mental health is at a all time low lol but at least i got to watch the steven universe movie! Instead of ranting about my emo thoughts im gonna tell you my thoughts on the movie uwu. First of all, Pink diamond/stevens mom/rose whatever you wanna call her, is a lil bitch lmfao every villain in this show is bc of her doing some stupid shit like??? m’am??? what did you g a i n. I actually really like spinel, I relate to her a lot and feel like im one of the only people who dont think shes crazy (going off of the reactions i saw on twt) shes just traumatized clearly. I might of cried during her song sequence with steven in the garden :( spinel deserved better 100000% this is now a spinel stan acc unfollow me now (not like anyones actually following lmfao) anyway! pearl having to regain her memories by watching the person she love disappear for a second time is kind of rude and i felt v attacked. pearl is my favorite of the gems not that its relevant but i felt like saying that sjfkslf this is long and im rambling sorry, In conclusion, I loved the movie a lot and ill probably rewatch it again to really absorb everything lol but rebecca is a genius and i cant wait to see more of her work! was it ever confirmed for a season 6 or is this the end? (its over isnt it- isnt it overrrr) (sorry i told you pearl is my fav sfjskld ik all the words to that song and “ do it for her”) anyway! bye for a bit ill probably rant in a few days -Astraea